When a wrong has been done to us e.g. cheating spouse or crime we are told the road to recovery involves forgiveness. We are told that the appropriate response to injury or wrong doing is to cease to harbour resentment and anger.
Health professionals what you to forgive and place emphasis on the importance of forgiving due to the studies that show forgiving has physical and emotional health benefits.
Forgiveness is also a religious concept. Many religions from Judaism to Hinduism view forgiveness as a divine act. In the Christian religion forgiveness is seen as a virtue necessary for God’s forgiveness and therefore salvation.
Both medical and religious perspectives on forgiveness place a huge amount of pressure on us to forgive those that wrong us and suggest forgiveness if a perquisite for physical, psychological and spiritual well being.
It’s a myth. It is possible to move on from hurt and pain without forgiveness.
It okay to not be ready. It’s okay to be angry and hurt. It’s okay to grieve for the person you were before the hurt or anger. It’s okay because it’s a normal human reaction
Instead of forgiveness ask yourself what others ways you can use or channel that anger.
Anger is the most common emotion after going through a hurtful experience. It is true anger can become destructive and unhealthy but it can also be helpful to your journey towards recovery.
You don’t have a choice whether you feel the anger but you do have a choice as to where it takes you. What you use the anger to do.
Anger is a great motivator. Many victims of crime have used their anger to get involved in activism and support groups. Anger can be used to seek help and take the necessary steps to heal. In cases of abuse anger is considered an adaptive and healthy emotion that helps a survivor gain insight into the fact that they are worthy of being in a healthy relationship. Denying their anger and forgiving the perpetrator often leads to remaining in a destructive relationship and continuing the cycle of abuse where the perpetrator seeks forgiveness but continues the behaviour. Sexual abuse survivors often gain a sense of peace and regain their self esteem by being given permission not forgive.
Instead of forgiving ask yourself how you can process and express your anger without letting the emotion become unhealthy or unsafe to yourself or others. Learn the difference between anger and violence as well as other unhelpful emotions.
Exercises to try that may help:-
Describe and change anger visualisation
- Try to describe your anger. Give it a shape, colour, sound, texture. Then try to imagination that anger being slowly transformed. E.g. If your anger seems spiky and red see it gradually transform to smooth and white.
Throw away the emotions you don’t want.
- Write the emotions you don’t want on a rock and throw away. E.g. write or etch the word anger on a rock and throw into waterway.
Swimming
- Swimming can help you to express and release anger. Feel the anger being pushed out of your body with every stroke, every kick of your legs. See it being left behind you in your wake and cleansed by the water. Infuse your strokes with emotion and feel the power of your body to move through that emotion. Don’t be afraid to yell or scream under the water. Let it out. Let it dissolve into the bubbles around you.
- You can use any kind of exercise to release anger. Many people find using a punching bag helpful but it must be done with the proper safety gear. Be forceful with your intentions but be kind to yourself.
These exercises are about eternalising emotions like anger. This helps you feel a sense of control over your emotions. This is an important first step on the pathway to forgiveness.